heart ache

every night my heart ackes. I wonder sometimes if it is my medical history coming to get me.heart disease and stroke or if its my own heart acke over my family broken and gone from me on both sides of the country. this large country. now I face surgery wondering if I know more than the doctors know and this is not a good thing to do to be bu the beginning of a hurt I will not ever be able to fix once its done to me.....................surgury. how can it be elective if you did nt vote for it and you dont want it done to your body>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>