I am beginning to feel I have rushed to judgement with this surgery I have planned for next week. maybe if I down a ton or two, Id feel the hip less and be able to put this surgery off for 10 years or so. So what if I cant go to myrtle beach for the winter. I was thinking of passing next year anyway..............I cant walk much or often. That only means I choose my reasons for walking more carefully.
DOes everyone think what if I dont wake up tomorrow>>>>>>>.what illnes will get me i think for me it wil e stroke or heart attc. and of the two I prefer the heart attack. I do not want to be a burden to my ids . mu husband will get so angry sure i brought it on myslef. I sure do not want to see that .no way..........
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